Public Apology

[CarlaHollandStrange]

I am sorry for this intrusion, but this is the only way that I feel that I can get aa message across to someone that I may have wronged. There was a client yesterday that made an appt, and even though I told him that it would not be the best time to meet I agreed to that appt. When the time came I could not go thru with the appt because I could not and would not throw my bad energies on him. So I wasted his time. and even though I know I am right in the choice that I made, I am wrong in that I ever let him plan on seeing me..... and on this I want to say I am truly sorry. Because of the otter upheavals of all the moving and body aches, broken toe and sadness..... I should never lay that on another person. I needed money so despreatly, but never at the expense of another. I do hope you will forgive me.

The only excuse I can make is that the last 6 years have been a total torture to me.... I am not a nomad and have been forced to move alot. Losing my phone put me off work, off work meant no money to pay rent at the hotel, and that meant my things were put out again... I lost my TV, my Laptop, my Shoes because of one tiny thing... a lost phone. You see people think that providers are loaded, but people dont realize that alot of us can go days without work. Even the best. I have haad daays where every single call is a fake, beeen stood up as man times as you can imagine. But I know thaat I am still blessed in that the people that do show up are amazing people that brought something to my life and I hope that I bring something to theirs.

When you see someone stumble try to catch them before they fall, or at least cushion them as they fall.... karma can work both ways.

Again I am sorry for bothering those that this does not apply to but in the big scheme of things it applies to all of us.

[Duthgar1976]

That's very adult of you.

[TheEccie214]

Hope things improve for you soon Carla.

[Richardson570]

Very classy Carla
Hoping for the best for you

[MILFEater]

Well said Carla.

[KittyLamour]

Carla, that was very sweet of you and I hope things are getting better for you.

BTW, I am in Plano as well and if you ever need me feel free to call. I've been through my share of hard times myself in the past, and hopefully they are all behind me now. But I do understand and I certainly never take anything for granted anymore.

[earnthismoney]

Got a gilf itch needs scratching and u are ol my tdl for next hobby.. Will let you know as ive hea4d great things to be had in cougerland...

[TheEccie214]

Originally Posted by earnthismoney

Got a gilf itch needs scratching and u are ol my tdl for next hobby.. Will let you know as ive hea4d great things to be had in cougerland...

If doing a MILF doesn't do it, do a GILF and you'll say goodbye to those 20 somethings forever. Older women know what they want and more importantly here, they know what you want.

[motor]

woooooohoooo.................. ......wait, sorry

[Guest050619-1]

[QUOTE=TheEccie214;1057891167].......and you'll say goodbye to those 20 somethings forever.......[QUOTE]

Milfs / Gilfs....perhaps so. But....

....give me the fresh-faced, sweet, clean, tight-bodied 20-something year olds any day of the week....waldt, right.

[TheEccie214]

[QUOTE=Chateau Becot;1057892203][QUOTE=TheEccie214;1057891167].......and you'll say goodbye to those 20 somethings forever.......

Milfs / Gilfs....perhaps so. But....

....give me the fresh-faced, sweet, clean, tight-bodied 20-something year olds any day of the week....waldt, right.

Totally get where you're coming from but at this point in life I don't want a girl that is finding out about sex, I want a woman that's already mastered it. The tight body isn't as important. But, as you say, WALDT.

Last night I Googled Carla, very interesting life...

[motocrossman39]

I hope all works out and gets better dear...!

Moto

[johnclark]

Originally Posted by motocrossman39

I hope all works out and gets better dear...!

Moto

What he said. Braaap!

[Prazer]

So very different a response than you get from other providers who just grab the cash and give shitty service...well done my lady!

[PiperPosh]

Were you not able to apologize to him directly?
I'm just wondering why you posted this. Not saying there is anything wrong with it, though.
To garner sympathy? Or just to vent perhaps? These are all valid reasons.
You're right Carla, about going days sometimes without a booking. It can happen to the best of us. And I've been stood up once, it was not a good feeling. Blacklist for him *evil laugh*.

I've certainly had my share of drama in the past year, but that just makes me love my time with my clients even more! It's like a little vacation for me. To each her own, but I doubt I'd cancel if I broke my toe before an appointment. An arm, definitely. Especially if the bone was sticking out (compound fracture). That would not be good for my image.
If I was moving, forget it. I would not take an appointment until that mess was over with. I think I'd rather do my taxes than move.

And regarding the guy who likes 20 somethings the best (Chateau), I can say...go for it, if that's what you like. But I did the provider thing in my early 20's. And now I'm nearly in my 30's, and I enjoy it WAY more now than I did then. Women hit their sexual peak in their 30's, but for us sex is more mental than physical anyhow. I anticipate enjoying it more and more every year of my life to come.
Besides, my body is still tight, my face is still fresh, but I've never been sweet...I don't think. Kind, perhaps. Sometimes. But I'm definitely kinder now that I'm so horny all the time.

You're so awesome!<--me being kind.