Appreciate your Providers - Seriously!
It takes a lot of courage and confidence to be a provider. I guess some of us have been doing it so long we forget how it is to be a "newbie". And sometimes being with or around a "newbie" provider opens your eyes all over again.
Mandy, I introduced to Hattiesburg, lasted 2 days, and it wasn't for her. And that's okay, it's not for everyone. If you met us, thank you and don't take it personally. She just was too scared. I wasn't looking for her or any extra "friend" - they have sought me out as a role model. I myself have had more role models in the last year here in this part of the country then I had in three years in the Carolinas and thank you ladies for that; as well as this educational network Eccie.
It has really opened my eyes up to how not to take for granted the confidence, courage, trust, discretion, relationships, and friendships in the hobby. And I hope you fellas reading this can also appreciate what it really takes for a provider to provide, tis the title.
She has left so I will not have doubles offered in Hattiesburg for the last day I'm here. When I get back home, we will see who is available for those that requested that this week. This was very much a wake up call for me. All is well with me and there are no hard feelings.
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