Ugh. My first ever HJ ruined me for life! I now have vivid, painful and embarrassing flashbacks to that fateful summer day, many years ago, when me and my then GF decided she would give me an early birthday present, and instead, I ended up with a very cut, and very much bleeding, dick on account of her sharp-edged ring (it was an ornate design on top, and I guess it caught me just right) slicing my poor little man.
What was even worse, was that I couldn't drive yet (like I said, I was young) so I had to endure the embarrassment of my dad taking me to the doctor to get patched up. He actually found it funny (he has a sick sense of humor) but my mom freaked the fuck out when she got home from work. Ugh! Now all I can think about is that horrible occasion, and can not to this day get off from a HJ, no matter how good it might feel.
Perhaps I need a sex therapist to work out my inner demons? LOL