For the first time since 2009, I fell in absolute lust today!
(As in there's been a pretty dry spell in my personal life)
So I'm leaving the mall, getting in my car when I spot this fine gorgeous black man. Now if y'all didn't know already, us middle eastern women go ga ga over black men. Especially Egyptian
Anyway, so there I was just frozen halfway pulling out of the parking spot, staring, no gawking....at this well dressed man in a charcoal suit.
Now if you didn't know this either, I have a "thing" for a well dressed metrosexual man.
Now let me talk about this suit he was wearing. You could see definition of every muscle in his MMM mmm MMM body. And a cute lil diamond stud in his ear. OMG
So I finally finished pulling out and of course started flowing er following this guy around the parking lot. I stop where he stopped by his car and I'm just
In a perfect world where I had the Balls and wasn't so shy I would have initiated a conversation among the lines of..."hi whats your number? are you single?
But NO. I made myself drive away. And I regret it
Maybe I'm deeply deathly afraid of being laughed at...rejection?
So I have a question for the guys...if this happened to you, there you are walking to your car in a mall parking lot when you notice some "little" girl in a car that pulls up by you, just sitting there staring at you...would it creep you out?
If she tried to...um 'get to know you', and you were married/attached would you still...try to 'make a connection'?
I'm like still so fired up right now. Like something woke inside of me...my passion? Seriously in need of a black man fix...
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