This is the internet we're talking about, nothing is ever kept private. Don't act so young and naive as to not know that.
Are you here to make friends? No? Then why should any of their opinions of you matter? Personally, I love Scorpio but if you guys disagree about something, who cares? And what does it really matter that they dont like you or disagree with you? You aren't trying to bed them, are you?
If hobbying is what you're trying to do here, then don't do things to set off red flags for the ladies. Neither the hobbiest, nor moderators, are going to be the reason ladies won't see you, it'll be the drama you cause online that gets you on blacklists.
And don't take pity on yourself because you're new. Suck it up, buttercup.
We all started in the same spot as you. We all had to prove we were real and could be trusted. If you have one review, and it sounds sketchy or fake, what are people suppose to think? If you know it's real then ignore them. They aren't your concern.