One guy, No Cup - and Eva

[Eva Damita]

So, I had my very first, shitty situation with a client. Bottom line : I HAD A BLAST! It had me discover I enjoy sessions that are out of this world - not the typical session request which can be mundane at times that include MSOG, DATY, LFK - hell I can do that in my personal life. Basically what Im saying is Im leaning into the "dark side"...

Yesterday, I had the privilege to take a dump and urinate on a gentleman's mouth and chest/neck while telling him about how much of a "Sick, filthy, fuck" he was and how he didn't even deserve to taste it ... hehehe

I will have to say, this opened the door for a new love for me...not necessarily the scatological aspect, but the domineering aspect of it - I guess you could call it, being "Turned Out" into the other sexual realms. I was fascinated on how he came only when he caught it with his mouth as I continued to belittle him.

Ladies and gents, What was that particular session or request that made you discover your like for "the dark side" ? Were you uncomfortable at first (I wasn't uncomfortable)?

Share some thoughts, stories, and comments, advice etc -

Thanks!

E.D

[ElisabethWhispers]

Kudos for you for NOT being uncomfortable. Wow. That is one wild "first time".

I've had a lot of "first times" but the first real first time of being a mommie, and actually liking it, was awhile back.

I had seen about four or five men who had wanted me to act like a relative or next door neighbor. I just didn't feel comfortable doing it. Not then. Didn't seem natural.

However, and this was a little over two years ago, I met with this young and just super interesting man. Back then, I was always a little "uuhhhmmmm" when meeting someone so much younger than myself.

But he was old enough. 30'ish or so. And he was well ... something was special about him.

And when he asked me if I would be his mommy for a short while, I whispered, "Do you want mommy to play with your big boy cock?". Jesus. It was just a wild time.

Then being in the moment with age play came very naturally except that with age play, it's different than many fetishes and kinks, every single person is different. And that's the joy in alternative play.

It's rarely the same with men. There are always subtle, or not so subtle, differences with everyone interested in these type of scenarios.

That's my first story.

Kindof. Sortof.

[thp_919]

How do you get the courage for these sorts of things? I have so many twisted fantasies that are repressed deep inside, waiting for the right time to come out. Half the reason I've toyed with the idea of seeing a provider is that I worry the time will never come unless I force it.

But as a client I have a double-worry: acceptance. Part of the desire to express that side is to be accepted for it. As a provider, you don't necessarily need to worry about that because the men are coming to you. But as a hobbyist, the fear lingers in your mind that once you're going to be judged once the session is over. Perhaps even laughed at.

[ValentineJones]

Oh goodness, there's so many experienced women on here who are very accepting.
Even if I've never done a particular fetish, I like communicating with a potential fetish client to see if we could have a good session exploring with each other.

The bottom line is communication (well, and a sense of fun.)

There's been sessions where I have to laugh and be like WOW, that was an INTERESTING session, but it's like a bubble of happiness-- I can't say I've had a bad fetish session where I'm laughing at the guy (unless it's like a small-dick fetish where he WANTS me to laugh at him) and being like "I will never do that again."

Maybe I'm just lucky. Or maybe I just weed out the people who wouldn't be a good meet for me.

[Ms. Athena]

Agreed as we are here to delivery your fantasy, then whom are any of us to judge.. I do have limits and as I enjoy water sports, I will not do any SCAT or blood, as well as anything that would leave lasting marks or could cause injury. The hobby is different in that realm then say the BDSM community were bruises are badges.....but a hobbiest would have a hard time explaining any injury away....If you approach a provider that says she is fetish friendly then you should feel free to approach her about your fetishes/fantasy, then if it is something she is comfy with, have at it. I adore hearing and getting to be part of fantasies, it not only broadens my skills it is such a HOT turn on for me!! Live the Kink!!

[Eva Damita]

Originally Posted by thp_919

How do you get the courage for these sorts of things? I have so many twisted fantasies that are repressed deep inside, waiting for the right time to come out. Half the reason I've toyed with the idea of seeing a provider is that I worry the time will never come unless I force it.

But as a client I have a double-worry: acceptance. Part of the desire to express that side is to be accepted for it. As a provider, you don't necessarily need to worry about that because the men are coming to you. But as a hobbyist, the fear lingers in your mind that once you're going to be judged once the session is over. Perhaps even laughed at.

I dont think its so much about courage, its more about acceptance. The gentlemen was nervous, and didn't even want to meet up at a bar in fear of feeling too comfortable with me, and then backing down. I suppose doing it with a total stranger vs a SO was easier for him. I wasn't freaked out because, hell, I have a food fetish! I want to live out my fantasy of eating food off eachothers bodies...in particular cookie-brownies, banana pudding with lots of vanilla wafers, spaghetti...I swear Im crazy lol. I like hearing mens deepest fantasies so I can attempt to have them live it out.

[oesman]

cookie-brownies, banana pudding with lots of vanilla wafers

That doesn't sound crazy at all. You lost me at spaghetti though. :-)

[thp_919]

Is this an appropriate place to confess fantasies?
Or is that discouraged?

I figure if I can share with the whole internet anonymously then maybe I can get better at expressing myself one-on-one in person.

[oesman]

Originally Posted by thp_919

Is this an appropriate place to confess fantasies?
Or is that discouraged?.

This would be the forum to do a kinky confession in.

[Ms. Athena]

Originally Posted by thp_919

Is this an appropriate place to confess fantasies?
Or is that discouraged?

I figure if I can share with the whole internet anonymously then maybe I can get better at expressing myself one-on-one in person.

YES YES YES Share.....lol I love hearing kinky fantasies.......YUM!!!!

[DallasRain]

we love hearing kinky stories.........it could be "INSPIRATION" for somebody else's pleasures..........pleaseeeeee eeeee share !!! lol

[Guest060919]

Not my type of thing but thanks for posting Eva. It was fun to read.

[Eva Damita]

Originally Posted by thp_919

Is this an appropriate place to confess fantasies?
Or is that discouraged?

I figure if I can share with the whole internet anonymously then maybe I can get better at expressing myself one-on-one in person.

Hey! Since I shared mine...and it was quite lewd in some aspects hehehe, share yours...thats exactly what I asked for. Share , Share , Share! Or, "confess" as you call it...

[thp_919]

Thanks for all the encouragement
I guess I use the word "confess" in regards to my fantasies because I do feel shame about them for some reason...

Anyway, I love the idea of being with an older woman. Again, I have to admit that I'm fairly inexperienced and never have gotten to really explore any of this, so it's really all theory at this point. I really enjoyed EW's story. Not that a want a mommy, but I do love the idea of a strong, confident woman in her late 40's or early 50's. There's something both safe and naughty about the age gap (I'm 33). It's hard to explain.

Anyway, I also like the idea of a little humiliation. Not brutal humiliation - no pain - just the natural biproduct of being submissive to a dominant person. I like the idea of being on my knees, constantly used for the woman's pleasure, as if just another toy. The visual of a woman standing over me, using my tongue, grinding against me, or even fucking my mouth with a strapon drives me wild.

Finally, I love the idea of receiving facials from women. Not just cum, but piss too. In fact, I'd love to be in the center of a group of women and do a reverse-bukkake type thing. Not sure how I'd ever arrange that one, but it's on my bucket list.

[Eva Damita]

Sounds Kinky...and nothing toooooooo wild...quite tame compared to some! When did you realize your fetish thp? What made you realize it?