If anyone cares:
It's time for me to go. I have come to the conclusion that I MUST change my life. The last two encounters that I have had with hookers have first, made me feel shame, and then with the last one, scared me.
I know the usual "trolls" and assholes will make smart-ass comments about this post. But I truly couldn't give less of a rat's ass about their opinions at this point.
I hate this, and I hate myself. My kids are the one true bright spot in life. They are amazing. They will keep me going no matter what, hopefully. If you do believe in God, I would appreciate any prayers that you can spare. I have friends, but I still have been crushingly lonely. I feel broken. I am in an extremely dark place right now. I just want to be happy some how. Damn, I am pathetic.
I KNOW this is ridiculous and this isn't exactly the place for stuff like this, but I also can't exactly post this on Facebook either.
Tara, Lily, Coonassinla, OG, redcat, Melissa, Seeking P, Addison, Skyleigh, SknyDiva, Annie, BarryBarry, Nicolet, and any others that I may not be able to think of right now. Thank you for the laughs, information, and kind words along the way. I really do appreciate it. As for the people I had it out with on here, don't take it personally. I didn't actually know you and hold no grudge.
I had plenty of supposedly funny stories and reviews, but I think that I will keep them to myself. I tried to be "albundy" earlier tonight on here and I just can't do it anymore. I know this isn't what you guys expected from my "return." I'm sorry about that. It is actually hard to go, but I have to. I am done.
Time to ride off now. You guys and gals have been great. Take care. I mean that.