I was brought up catholic . I attended public school and ccd at night .
I was kicked out of ccd shortly before conformation .A fellow class mate and i were caught slapping each others knuckles with wooden rulers and over heard making fun of a sister and how she looked in her habit .
At 42 i went through rcia and got confirmed. I went a little over 2 years with out missing a daily mass are a day of obligation .Also i was volunteering in many civic functions.
Then one day as i was holding someone,s hand and saying the creed toward the end of mass i realized something .
I was 44 and one of only a few who was single in the parish . Over 40 % of the parishioners were on there 2nd and 3rd marriages if not there 4th .
I do not judge (yah right) but in catholicism vatican two sets the rules by which catholics are suppose to try to live by .
Having heard most of there life storys and if i was bishop i would not have granted a annulment .They simply didnt fall in the grey area where one should be granted . (mind you these are the same people 2 years before taught me all this ) I felt the catholic church was a hypocrite .
When christ walked the planet there was no catholic church .
Christ is everywhere and knows what i do before i do it .
I was at confession weekly for pre marital sex and i was never heart fully sorry .In the trinity man and women are the highest you can get to christ married. So I weighed a couple things on my soul and in my mind .
A .Why do a need a priest? All he can do for me is put christ in the Eucharist.If im sinning all the time having sex i cant have that anyway .
B. Why do i need a priest? If christ is every where does he not know im sorry ? Then i dont need confession any more .
C. Why do i need a priest ? Sorry i dont care for guys that rape kids . I take strong strong offense to that type of activity and to think of the scandal in the church . nuff said about that .
D . The simple fact that the church is a man made self empowerment trip for a guy that gives a book report once a week .
E. Believe me i know there is a god and Christ is my savior .That being said to each his own . I go to adoration now i even took a provider with me before . But man and women were meant to fit together . So i wont abstain from sex because i,am not married
I,am a AMERICAN FIRST with out this country i couldnt think the way i do are have the freedoms i have .Being able to worship how and if i want . I cant stress that enough . Born Free in the United States of America comes first for me. Then God. Trust me -He understands that ... I Love even you ass holes that will bash me for writting this . So what it,s a free country .Are as close as you will ever get to one .
I Do pray .I pray for the men and women in uniform who keep me free and for every single sacrifice they make i truly thank them For there courage !!
So are any of you church going folks . since 1667 Kingston NY Yep every single person on my moms side of the family are and were ministers even the orig signatories of the german reformed brown back church in vincent township pa
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In short God is great my god your god who,s ever but church SUCKS!! I cant believe i spent that much time writing that bull shit . (satire )
F . I didnt forget it i just put it down here for fuck a local provider today !!
Your definitely right though, the hypocrisy runs rampant around these parts....
