I was so shaky...I was a little out of breath before my appt started...I knew I wouldn't have a problem going through with it...but it was more of: "is my hair ok?" , "what if he doesn't like how i smell?" , "how should I start?" ...typical i guess...just jitters like a teenager with her boyfriend sleeping over in hiding. It was sex for the first time with a new friend...it's always awkward...there's not enough time to get to know them. I made sure we had some pillow talk...it really set the mood for connecting.
I think that my first experience was perfect and I wouldn't have changed a thing.
Thanks Coven.