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Originally Posted by Solemate62
The sex addiction thing - it is not exclusive to just providers, that's for sure!
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It was never me till I became a provider. A day or 2 of not working and I feel antsy. Have pure wet sex dreams, and can't stop thinking about it. It's also that I'm addicted to the thrill of not knowing the guy coming through my door, very exciting. I would get bored to be married and stuck with one guy, and sometimes I feel bad. I wish I was like my school mates who are house wives and live the normal life, but I have friends who are envious of my life. I'll more than likely never get married and love strange. Can't even think about being faithful. It consumes me that's for sure...