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Originally Posted by hobbyist1
As far as I know, no one is holding a gun to your head forcing you to spend that much money on providers. It's entirely your decision to do so and you shouldn't blame others for your stupidity. The best advice for you is to just walk away from the hobby and put it behind you. After all, that's why God invented your right or left hand. So just take matters into your own hand.
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Ur right nobody is holding a gun to my head
I do this mostly out of anger for my situation.
I’m bothered I have aspergers, sad when I see young couples in public and am alone.
But also angry at my past. It’s mostly my Christian upbringing I’m angry at as a teenager Being told “wait until your wedding night, the Bible commands us to wait “”
I don’t want to hear that garbage, so I decided to purposely become a male slut. I feel that my seeing providers I am rebelling against the Christians by deliberately sinning.
I mean growing up, people wanted me to be like this guy in the video.
https://abcnews.go.com/2020/video/we...issed-18255508
I mean come on, this guy is a pussy. He never has his first kiss until his wedding day and went on 20/20 national tv broadcasting it. I mean being brought up with those people is a source of my anger with doing this, I’m trying to prove to them that I’m a male slut. So that basically is how I have felt for the past who knows how long.
Notice I may be ranting, but I am also expressing my feelings in a logical way.