I tried to pop into chat earlier, and since I am still mostly one handed, that didn't last long.
All I have to say is "being human can be dumb"...
Recovery is going. Not quickly, not easy, and not gently. Pain sucks. Physical therapy and medications. Second opinions. Third opinions. Can't drink, can't smoke, can't sex. Growl.
I can walk, can* drive. Still can't dance.
Wake up, take a shower, and fatigue so I go back to bed.
If you put Current me and 5 week ago me side by side, HUGE improvements.
If you put Current me and 2 week ago me side by side... not so much. I feel like recovery has hit a plateau for now.
On the outside I look pretty damn good for getting hit by a truck. Even my friends forget that I am still badly damaged inside. They tried to take me to a strip club this past weekend. I passed since um.. one twerk near my arm and I would have shoved my boot up some hot strippers ass.
This has been an emotional and physical fucking roller coaster I never wish to repeat. "Recovery" is going to take a lot longer than just my bones needing to repair.
I know I slacked as far as responding to emails/pms... Sorry. It has been hard to share any of my mind with boards lately. I genuinely appreciate all the help that has been sent my way through Grace and Jules. I still intend to reach out to everyone individually as soon as I can focus.
I do NOT have my hobby phone anymore just in case anyone was reaching out to me there. The only way I can communicate is really email, I am rarely checking boards.
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