Confusion

[yitzchak]

She took down her website and everything. I don't think she's working anymore, and good for her. I don't wish any evil on her. She went by Andria Anda. She's from Romania. She told me her real name was Andreea, but I've no idea if that's true. It's probably not. I know I acted crazy, but that's because I fell in love with her, and I thought she actually liked me. But it was a scam. She took advantage of me and manipulated my feelings. I can understand why some girls might be afriad of me, but I'm not agressive. I'm just emotional. I didn't know it was supppose to be a no strings attached, fuck and leave deal. I never wanted that with her. I didn't know how it was suppose to be. But this was a classic relationship scam. She's not working anymore, so there's nothing I can do. I kept her name a secret because I didn't want to hurt or upset her. And that's that.

[pyramider]

Shouldn't you be dead?

[yitzchak]

Originally Posted by pyramider

Shouldn't you be dead?

Dead? From what, suicide?

[pyramider]

Hopefully.

[yitzchak]

Originally Posted by pyramider

Hopefully.

Well now I'm not going to do it.

[yitzchak]

I think I'm starting to realize that I am a total loser and idiot. I don't deserve to have this girl. It doesn't matter how much money I gave to her or how many times she told me she would be with me. She doesn't like me. I am not good enough. It's a long road ahead, and hopefully, I will become a better man in the future, but right now, I am nothing. I have no hope to be with a girl like her, and I'm an idiot to think otherwise. Self improvement is the new objective, and I hope to attract a woman who is just as sexy in the future, who does not mind crazy love and awkward first-time sex, or a sexual robot, depending on what the future holds. Either way, I will have to be successful. But, I am an idiot. So, there's a real chance of remaining a loser for a lifetime.

[bamscram]

You have convinced me.

[burkalini]

Trolling is high in this thread.

[pyramider]

Originally Posted by yitzchak

I think I'm starting to realize that I am a total loser and idiot. ... But, I am an idiot. So, there's a real chance of remaining a loser for a lifetime.

You are half way there ...

[Ed Highlight]

Originally Posted by yitzchak

Dead? From what, suicide?

Originally Posted by pyramider

Hopefully.

Originally Posted by yitzchak

Well now I'm not going to do it.

3-sides - what's wrong with you? - we were almost done with this!! Desperate loser, lonely holiday season....nobody bumping his thread....he was ripe for a Smith & Wesson sandwich!!

Now you've talked him out of it....his continued pathetic existence is now YOUR fault!!

[AttitudePositive]

"life is like a box of trolls. They get your attention, get their fix and last for ever like herpes. Stupid is as stupid does."

AP

[joesmo888]

Originally Posted by yitzchak

I think I'm starting to realize that I am a total loser and idiot. I don't deserve to have this girl. It doesn't matter how much money I gave to her or how many times she told me she would be with me. She doesn't like me. I am not good enough. It's a long road ahead, and hopefully, I will become a better man in the future, but right now, I am nothing. I have no hope to be with a girl like her, and I'm an idiot to think otherwise. Self improvement is the new objective, and I hope to attract a woman who is just as sexy in the future, who does not mind crazy love and awkward first-time sex, or a sexual robot, depending on what the future holds. Either way, I will have to be successful. But, I am an idiot. So, there's a real chance of remaining a loser for a lifetime.

if your definition of a loser is someone who can't get a East European slut to marry them than you are in good company. why don't you just call it a day and go to Europe and find a mail order bride.

[yitzchak]

This story is real. I like to joke around a lot. It's not like my life was actually destroyed, but this did fuck me over pretty bad. I'll live. My parents have money, and I can find money when I really need it.

I pretended to be a provider as a joke. I didn't expect anyone to take that seriously. This wasn't a joke, though.

I still love her, man. It will take years for that to fade. I'm going to keep working out and trying to not be a faggot so one day maybe girls like her will look at me and not see a pathetic toy.

[Monica13]

After everything everybody told you your still snivelling about this chick?

I think you like being treated that way because you go back for seconds and thirds, and fourths!

Like my mom said, "you can't fix stupid."

SMH....

[yitzchak]

The thread is still active because people are responding to it. I'm not forcing anyone to read these posts and reply to them. If everyone wanted me to disappear, they would have ignored me. I keep going back because that's what you do when you're love obsessed. You think that if a man gives a woman too much attention that he is psycho or some pervert who likes being humiliated. Maybe he just has feelings, no?