I have to stand up for myself...

[JJones]

Good luck in your quest to overcome this problem. It is a daily battle.

Don't get overcome wanting quick results, just take it one day at a time.

[PSW1995]

Looking good girl, forget the dumbshit, you are super cute!! Too skinny, pfft... You look great... Keep your sweet chin up sister...

[screwey]

Originally Posted by Ebony Jasmine Love Austin

My motto is, criticism should be used to your advantage or thrown out the window. Whatever you do, don't keep it if you aren't going to use it.

Really?

"P.S. Ezra what are you talking about, Don't you know that buckman's picture is his avatar. Duh! You hot idiot!" - EJL

I know it was only humor, but just sayin...

Also... It takes alot of courage to stand up for yourself in many cases. In this case, we should all recognize that OP is taking her issues into account, and working to better herself, and that, I applaud.

Everyone have a great Weekend... - out -

[monev]

Originally Posted by Ebony Jasmine Love Austin

buckman, we can only take your word that you were not attacking this lady. However, the tone of your posts lately make it seem as if you are in attack mode.

Again, you obviously don't want to see this lady. If this is true, why spend time judging/criticizing her? Since you probably wont be able to answer that question to your favor, again, maybe you can admit that you did attack Ezra with yet another nasty rude opinion; because you cant help but make yourself look more and more like what nasty rude opinion people think of you.

You seem to be doing a lot of discussing that has nothing to do with picking a lady you find attractive and having some fun (what most come here to do). You also seem to like to throw around the idea that people who post here often have nothing better going on. So I can only imagine what you think of yourself. If you are looking for "angry and bitter" you must live in a house with no mirrors. At least Ally Ray can admit she has an issue and was bold enough to publicly state so.








buckman, this would be an example of how to address the opposing view without being a complete dick about it, evading questions, and deflecting the wrongs in your comments by projecting your own anger and bitterness onto others. You are so transparent.

My motto is, criticism should be used to your advantage or thrown out the window. Whatever you do, don't kireep it if you aren't going to use it.

Ej it doesn't matter if I just say hi your gonna find a reason to attack just like you did in the apology thread where I said something nice and you found a reason to attack. You do realize every time you open that bitter old mouth of yours you lose business just like Ezra. I gave an opinion for this pity party, it's a shared opinion not just mine. When your skin is hanging and you weigh 80 pounds guys are going to wonder if your safe to see. When there are rumors that you have to wear a wig guys are going to worry if your your safe to see. If your always posting like someone just woke you up and your angry all the time guys are gonna wonder if your safe to see.

As far as you and I go I'd be happy never having another back and forth so here comes the ignore button, enjoy.

[Ebony Jasmine Love Austin]

Originally Posted by buckman

Ej it doesn't matter if I just say hi your gonna find a reason to attack just like you did in the apology thread where I said something nice and you found a reason to attack. You do realize every time you open that bitter old mouth of yours you lose business just like Ezra. I gave an opinion for this pity party, it's a shared opinion not just mine. When your skin is hanging and you weigh 80 pounds guys are going to wonder if your safe to see. When there are rumors that you have to wear a wig guys are going to worry if your your safe to see. If your always posting like someone just woke you up and your angry all the time guys are gonna wonder if your safe to see.

As far as you and I go I'd be happy never having another back and forth so here comes the ignore button, enjoy.

This guy! BU-BYE!
Imagine how much business I would loose if I kept my big old mouth closed. LOL! Juuuust kiddiiiiiing!

If you don't come see me because of the way I post or because I'm not perfect; either way, you are sooooo missing out.

The reason you (buckman) don't want to go back and forth with me is because you know you can't upset me as much as I seem to upset you. You can't formulate any comebacks that properly support your initial argument (which is fine it happens to the best of us), so instead you choose to deflect by digging out of context at others people's flaws. You seem to not know the definition of attack, yet you are so familiar with the act. I simply let you know the truth behind your misconception as to why we post our pictures. In the "sixx apology thread" I was pointing out how your post makes you seem as if you actually can see, that sometimes people post in ways which coincide with the present tone of boards and say things they don't otherwise think. So again that wasn't an attack, and you never just say Hi. You rarely post anything that isn't crass or a self posted alert.

I'm sure it boggles you that such a congenial lady such as Ezra can be such a "hot, bitter, idiot"....maybe she is just holding up a (figurative) mirror..... the mirror that a few of you can't seem to find.

If you are going to put me on ignore than go ahead and keep my name out of your mouth and off your keyboard. Thanks buddy. I know you are reading this.


Anyhow, Ally Ray I think you did a noble thing by addressing your eating disorder and making changes to get better. Hi-fives to people who can show concern and support tactfully.

[sunspots]

Ally,
You are looking great.......You are one of the nicest sweetest ladies out there....
but it was obvious something was wrong.. glad to hear you are getting better!

[skip1468]

Ally I think you look smoking hot. I'm glad you're doing better.

[Ez5417]

Lmao!!! Gotta love my haters.

I also love how they convince themselves that when I say what I wanna say..... I'm losing business. Hey, whatever helps them sleep at night. Obviously, we both know the truth to that. Hahaha.

But boy, did I get several long posts of attention. Soooo refreshing. Lmao.

Love,
The hot idiot.

Hahahaha. That's too cute.

[Jay Walker]

I'm no hater. Actually, I absolutely love hot stupid chicks. You girls are almost as easy to seduce as overweight intelligent chicks. Loosing business? With your looks Ezra, I think that there will always be plenty of guys willing to pay you for sex. So yes, say what you "wanna" say girl. I've no doubt that you'll continue to have plenty of clients.

By the way, your legs are are nothing short of amazing Ezra. Maybe we should have dinner or drinks some time. You know that you'd love to prove you intellect, and I know I'd be entertained by your efforts. Tell you what; I'll waive my dinner and desert fee.

[Whispers]

I've watched this for awhile and I shake my head at how easily some people simply accept what is said and not think things through for themselves. As well as all the asskissers that refuse to evaluate obvious alternatives....

Part of the problem lies in the history of some as a result of name changes over the years and the loss of the other board (although the data still exists as a resource that can be accessed) .

Ally.....

You and I spent some time together a few years ago....It was the 2nd time I was seeing you, the first being a late night visit when you were dropped off at the hotel i was at by Krissy and another.......... This particular time I picked you up mid day on a Saturday afternoon and we ate over at Sugars.... We had a couple of drinks before getting over to the hotel...... With a meal and only two drinks in you , you were in no state to spend any time whatsoever with..... You had spent a longer than normal time in the bathroom before we left the club and shortly after you spaced out in a very deep manner....

You were in a very"altered state"..... fell asleep and woke up a bit later.....i was sitting in a chair trying to text Krissy at the time... When you woke up you were immediately crying, begging for money and wanting to do something that I cannot discuss here....... I put you in the car to take you home as I want nothing to do with a drunk or anyone in a similar state ... You were so out of it when we got to the apartment complex I had picked you up at (near Walmart off 620 just south of Lakeline Mall) you could not remember what unit Krissy was in.....

I drove around with you whining and crying about money while you tried to call Krissy and get the apartment number. You already HAD my money for the session that had not happened as you immediately passed out after making sure I had it for you.

When I wanted my money back you cried and was hysterical about the need for money and making all kinds of promises about making things up to me....

You talked about a variety of things that I am prohibited from mentioning here as the reason why you were so out of it and how stressed you were and needed to do what you had been doing.

All of this rambling coming from you as I drove circles hoping that no Williamson County Officer would take notice.....

You eventually decided on an Apartment and finally got out of my car and walked towards the building..... I drove off relieved.....

About midnight that night while I was watching a movie at Alamo Draft-house with my wife I was texted by Krissy who wanted to know when i as bringing you back.... I had dropped you off four hours earlier and you never made it from my car to her apartment?...... People looked for you for the next hour and I finally received a message that you were found... Later you explained it as partying with a neighbor who's apartment you had walked into and passed out....

Against my better judgement I allowed Krissy's promises to have you make it all up to me if I would give you a chance. Considering you already had my money.... I chose to collect on the session if Krissy made it happen.... Saying anything about it at the time would certainly mean my money as lost.....

A little over a week later I saw you at Krissy's in what was your room and you talked a bit about your problems as well as repeated trips in and out of rehab the last couple of years but NOT for eating disorders.... There were items on your nightstand and dresser top that I noticed before leaving that were an indication to your issues as you had discussed although so far out of it at the time you were probably unaware..... Before and during the session you were jittery and rushed.... After the session you disappeared into the bathroom for an extended period.....

The conversation we had AFTER the session went far beyond what you needed to share explaining why you had family issues and the problems you needed to seek help for..... During that discussion whatever you had experienced while in the bathroom took over and you slowed down considerably and probably passed out right after I left...

Within a few days i was at my Dr's office to be tested and I was tested several times in the next 6 months. There is only one lady I have spent time with over the years, out of several hundred, that caused me to worry about what I had done with a lady in this business as I worried about the time I spent with you that day.

I have no doubt that you have issues..... I remember shortly after I experienced this with you that another member alluded to similar issues in an ASPD post about you and we exchanged PMs finding that we had identical experiences.....

I know there are others here that will read this that have experienced the same with you.... Some might rethink their experience and understand things differently.

To those reading this....

It is true that not eating or not eating properly can lead to all that you see pictured about her and most of what you see in person .........

I've learned and experienced a lot since then... I got a much expanded education from a young lady I recently helped get back on track... In one of the many discussion we had while she was in Rehab she explained how she would go weeks eating nothing but the cheapest Ramon packs and drinking Gatorade. choosing to spend hundreds of dollars a day on things other than food.....

I actually put part of this subject up as a thread back in early January as I was watching guys I knew contribute thousands a week to young ladies rapid descent into a pit..... She is still there by the way..... living day to day in a hotel off of 183 never seeing her kid anymore and never sober.....

your mistake here Ally is in saying anything at all.... You didn't need to.....

It is really not necessary......

Most of the guys around here only care about getting their dick's wet....

MANY of the ladies around here have issues that drive them to make themselves available to the guys..... issues that have nothing to do with normal living needs......

It probably drives far more business than most want to think exists.....

By posting this you have opened the doors to the wishes of well being as well as the naysayers.....

If you are truly working to control whatever is wrong with you I wish you nothing but the best of luck....

My opinion here though is that this is simply ill advised "spin"....

I know...

I know.....

Noone asked me....

[Ez5417]

Originally Posted by Jay Walker

I'm no hater. Actually, I absolutely love hot stupid chicks. You girls are almost as easy to seduce as overweight intelligent chicks. Loosing business? With your looks Ezra, I think that there will always be plenty of guys willing to pay you for sex. So yes, say what you "wanna" say girl. I've no doubt that you'll continue to have plenty of clients.

By the way, your legs are are nothing short of amazing Ezra. Maybe we should have dinner or drinks some time. You know that you'd love to prove you intellect, and I know I'd be entertained by your efforts. Tell you what; I'll waive my dinner and desert fee.

Lmao!!!!! Very cute guy. Very cute. Ty for the compliments. Of course, over dinner and drinks, my intellect would be nothing more than effortless. Lmao. But I'm glad to hear, that I would be " entertaining"..... Either way.

Anywho, off to run these awesome legs into a 5 mile jog. Hmmm hope I can reach 5. I kinda gave up at 4 yesterday. Xoxo

[Ez5417]

Originally Posted by Whispers

I've watched this for awhile and I shake my head at how easily some people simply accept what is said and not think things through for themselves. As well as all the asskissers that refuse to evaluate obvious alternatives....

Part of the problem lies in the history of some as a result of name changes over the years and the loss of the other board (although the data still exists as a resource that can be accessed) .

Ally.....

You and I spent some time together a few years ago....It was the 2nd time I was seeing you, the first being a late night visit when you were dropped off at the hotel i was at by Krissy and another.......... This particular time I picked you up mid day on a Saturday afternoon and we ate over at Sugars.... We had a couple of drinks before getting over to the hotel...... With a meal and only two drinks in you , you were in no state to spend any time whatsoever with..... You had spent a longer than normal time in the bathroom before we left the club and shortly after you spaced out in a very deep manner....

You were in a very"altered state"..... fell asleep and woke up a bit later.....i was sitting in a chair trying to text Krissy at the time... When you woke up you were immediately crying, begging for money and wanting to do something that I cannot discuss here....... I put you in the car to take you home as I want nothing to do with a drunk or anyone in a similar state ... You were so out of it when we got to the apartment complex I had picked you up at (near Walmart off 620 just south of Lakeline Mall) you could not remember what unit Krissy was in.....

I drove around with you whining and crying about money while you tried to call Krissy and get the apartment number. You already HAD my money for the session that had not happened as you immediately passed out after making sure I had it for you.

When I wanted my money back you cried and was hysterical about the need for money and making all kinds of promises about making things up to me....

You talked about a variety of things that I am prohibited from mentioning here as the reason why you were so out of it and how stressed you were and needed to do what you had been doing.

All of this rambling coming from you as I drove circles hoping that no Williamson County Officer would take notice.....

You eventually decided on an Apartment and finally got out of my car and walked towards the building..... I drove off relieved.....

About midnight that night while I was watching a movie at Alamo Draft-house with my wife I was texted by Krissy who wanted to know when i as bringing you back.... I had dropped you off four hours earlier and you never made it from my car to her apartment?...... People looked for you for the next hour and I finally received a message that you were found... Later you explained it as partying with a neighbor who's apartment you had walked into and passed out....

Against my better judgement I allowed Krissy's promises to have you make it all up to me if I would give you a chance. Considering you already had my money.... I chose to collect on the session if Krissy made it happen.... Saying anything about it at the time would certainly mean my money as lost.....

A little over a week later I saw you at Krissy's in what was your room and you talked a bit about your problems as well as repeated trips in and out of rehab the last couple of years but NOT for eating disorders.... There were items on your nightstand and dresser top that I noticed before leaving that were an indication to your issues as you had discussed although so far out of it at the time you were probably unaware..... Before and during the session you were jittery and rushed.... After the session you disappeared into the bathroom for an extended period.....

The conversation we had AFTER the session went far beyond what you needed to share explaining why you had family issues and the problems you needed to seek help for..... During that discussion whatever you had experienced while in the bathroom took over and you slowed down considerably and probably passed out right after I left...

Within a few days i was at my Dr's office to be tested and I was tested several times in the next 6 months. There is only one lady I have spent time with over the years, out of several hundred, that caused me to worry about what I had done with a lady in this business as I worried about the time I spent with you that day.

I have no doubt that you have issues..... I remember shortly after I experienced this with you that another member alluded to similar issues in an ASPD post about you and we exchanged PMs finding that we had identical experiences.....

I know there are others here that will read this that have experienced the same with you.... Some might rethink their experience and understand things differently.

To those reading this....

It is true that not eating or not eating properly can lead to all that you see pictured about her and most of what you see in person .........

I've learned and experienced a lot since then... I got a much expanded education from a young lady I recently helped get back on track... In one of the many discussion we had while she was in Rehab she explained how she would go weeks eating nothing but the cheapest Ramon packs and drinking Gatorade. choosing to spend hundreds of dollars a day on things other than food.....

I actually put part of this subject up as a thread back in early January as I was watching guys I knew contribute thousands a week to young ladies rapid descent into a pit..... She is still there by the way..... living day to day in a hotel off of 183 never seeing her kid anymore and never sober.....

your mistake here Ally is in saying anything at all.... You didn't need to.....

It is really not necessary......

Most of the guys around here only care about getting their dick's wet....

MANY of the ladies around here have issues that drive them to make themselves available to the guys..... issues that have nothing to do with normal living needs......

It probably drives far more business than most want to think exists.....

By posting this you have opened the doors to the wishes of well being as well as the naysayers.....

If you are truly working to control whatever is wrong with you I wish you nothing but the best of luck....

My opinion here though is that this is simply ill advised "spin"....

I know...

I know.....

Noone asked me....

Pheww, that was exhausting, but I sadly I didn't make 5, just under. Lol. Anyway... To my babe whispers ::::

Everytime you've ever posted, I've always understood what and why you've posted. But honestly babe, what was the point of all this detailed personal outing?

Why did you write soooo much about a detailed unstable night w her? Why did you say soooo much about certain and for what seems previously undisclosed detailed info regarding her private convos w you, what was in her bedroom, what happend to her ( allegedly) after you left etc??? I get you are stating she has issues etc and that night was clearly not very fun for you.... But why did you say all of this?

I mean, after our personal convos, I know you've been they far worse w certain ladies you " save" that have defended themselves publicly, what has you so bent on this particular one?

I'm just merely stating how shocked I am, at all of the detailed " outing".....

Damn babe.

[Ez5417]

Through* far worse.

Not they. Apologies.

I'm still trying to get familiar w this new iPhone eccie format. It's very cool, but a bit confusing. Does anyone else have it? I guess it was some sort of an automatic upgrade. I'm not good w change. Lol.

[BlackMistress]

Whispers, this is the second time you've aired some some extremely dirty laundry.

I love you.

[Whispers]

Originally Posted by ExoticEzra

Everytime you've ever posted, I've always understood what and why you've posted. But honestly babe, what was the point of all this detailed personal outing?

Why did you write soooo much about a detailed unstable night w her?

It is one of the very few things I have experienced in the hobby that I never talked about that I felt I should have and it seems rather logical considering what is being seen now, that was being seen then, that the cause is likely the same.....

And it was not an unstable "night with her... I was a late Saturday afternoon with the entire experience during the light of day..... And not mentioned earlier was that when I had picker her up it was later thann planned as she had "slept in".


Why did you say soooo much about certain and for what seems previously undisclosed detailed info regarding her private convos w you, what was in her bedroom, what happend to her ( allegedly) after you left etc??? I get you are stating she has issues etc and that night was clearly not very fun for you.... But why did you say all of this?

All the conversation happened within the "session" and came from no personal interaction with her other than the time I paid for. And people need to look at the "possibilities" when weighing the risk... they need to think about alternative reasons and make an informed decision..... I would not post the content of personal conversation with someone over the phone but i Might share information from a conversation with someone during a session if I thought it relevant...


I mean, after our personal convos, I know you've been they far worse w certain ladies you " save" that have defended themselves publicly, what has you so bent on this particular one?

I'm just merely stating how shocked I am, at all of the detailed " outing".....

Damn babe.

yeah you know a little Ezra..... There are a few people around that know a "little".....

And yes I have "been through" far worse at times while interacting with people who's lives touch mine..... I'm empathetic and find it difficult to walk away from a problem when I see it without trying to help....

There are many people here touching on some issues in other threads that some problems that have always been here are getting blown up a bit while they are oblivious to the fact that what is worrying them is minor in comparison to other things that are on the rise.....


I am glad people are starting to look around and realize that some of the risks are actually there.....

Maybe they will make a more informed decision the next time they schedule with a lady....

All I thought about here when I read this story was that Ally is trying to put a spin on conversations she really shouldn't be privy to to begin with. I simply posted my experiences for all that look at her and her pictures and listen to what she says to pause and consider there could be other reasons and make a decision with a little more thought.