The transition from FWB to paying client.....
A question for those of you that have had the pleasure of an "off the clock" relationship with a Provider....
Over the years I have got involved with a 3 professionals in a None Pay but Play arrangement.... One was a very messing "relationship" that she put more stock in than I did.... I thought we were more FWBs and she thought I was leaving the wife for her eventually....
Two others were with providers that simply seemed to enjoy hanging out and doing things with me for whatever reason.....
When the first ended it was a mutual lost interest and we stayed friends but there was never the urge to cuddle up.....
With the other... well.... she was a hell of a good fuck and personal relationships seemed to complicate things (not between us but the ones we were each in) and we quit seeing each other.....
I saw her recently and had a blast and left her her regular advertised rate.... But doing so felt so damn awkward..... I know she needed the money and it was never discussed ahead of time that I would be paying..... I intend to see her again and feel the donation aspect will still feel awkward for me.... Knowing her in a much more personal manner definitely complicated it for me. Her... I don't think she has any issues at all in wanting my money!.... and that does not bother me,
Anyone else try to transition from free to P4P? Is it just me?
Not much bothers me but this has had me thinking.... the awkwardness has gotten in the way of seeing her more.
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