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Originally Posted by gentlehobbiest
I will reply later on this post. I recently met a lady on match. Com that completely changedy life forever. I was a good guy!! Trusted, honored, respected woman and was looking for my wife. I wanted somethingv real after a lifetime of being a play boy. I met someone that instantly blew me away. After I fell in love with her and she saying we should plan for forever, she informed m e that she was a provider and was wanting to quit the bisiness. I was reluctant to continue with her but I was already in love. I gave her a chance and our love grew stronger. After I met her family and all her friends she started playing games and it was shortly over. Ladies I agree that you all need and want a relationship in your personal life. But don't mislead good men. I'm a cool guy and could of handled any type of arrangement. This woman has devastated my life by not even having a conversation with me. I dont know if my dream of real love coming true is actually real or of it was a total session? She introduced this lifestyle to me and now I'm afraid its all I will ever have. My life is nothing without her now. I'm so depressed without my boo. I asked her to explain to me why so I can heal. She won't even respond. In end this was the love of my life!! I think?? Totally depressed and lost forever.. its been five months since breaking up and its just like yesterday. I hate games. I'm trying to LOVE LIFE! GH
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It doesn't sound like things ended because you found out she's a provider. as you pointed out thing changed after you met her friends and family not after she told you about her hobby life. you got closer and things got serious once you met the important people in her life and sounds like she freaked out and pushed you away.
but your break up had nothing to do with her either concealing or revealing her provider status. obvious your relationship was not a "total session"
and it sounds like you might be drowning your sorrows in this hobby like some people do with alcohol.