Feeling conflicted
Lately, I feel like have been dealing with so much on my schedule and in between having fun. But now certain things are on my mind and I don't know how to deal with it. But now my fun is inferring with my schedule. Please tell me am I a bad person for having a girlfriend near the last location I was at a year ago and still wanting to meet women in this location because I was interested in getting to know no matters what they do? Furthermore, I been so conflicted if I want to stay in the hobby or not. I like the hobby because I get to meet different women and getting to know. Plus, it helps me calm down when I have heated situations at work or whatever and it makes me feel good when I'm down. Plus, school and work and wanting this business plan to work I feel I have no time for the hobby even though I want to make time for that, strip clubs, and nightclubs. Currently nightlife is inferring with my schedule. So my question is should I giving my fun nightlife lifestyle for the good of my girlfriend, my friends, and family, work, and school, and church or should I do what I feel is fun to me which this hobby, strip club and night clubs along with all I just say?
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