Update:
I talked to Violet last night. She’s back in Vegas but we keep in touch on Facebook (she gave me her Facebook last week and let me add her). She told me she’s enlisting in the army soon, so she will be out of the game. She might return next month still though but isn’t sure. Violet did say she would keep in touch as my friend.
But I’m sad over this. No not cuz I’m love with her as you all may think (which I’m not). No cuz I finally found a good provider and she’s leaving. I’m sad over losing a good provider, normal for anyone in the hobby. All of the other providers have been mean to me in the past and hurt me, except for her.
So right now I’m in limbo looking for my new regular and probably will go thru the same stuff as before with girls being mean to me etc
This is why I do stupid stuff like catfishing that guy or obsess over that news story of that guy in diapers (
https://www.fox10phoenix.com/news/ca...pers-speak-out ) cuz I don’t have a life and laugh over stuff like that to cure my depression