Might last only a week, maybe longer...who knows.....but.....It's not fair of me to keep making appointments that I cannot keep, so this is the best decision I can come up with at this point in time if I am just being honest with myself and with you. I am not saying that I am retiring, that is an excercise in futility. But right now, seeing various gentlemen is not something I can do, especially with my school starting back in a few days. I just don't have it in me to spread myself thin. I met someone who not only keeps me plenty busy (and happily), but is a good friend, and I can't stop thinking about him. I'm whipped. I admit it. It is very difficult for me to see anyone else.
I can hear the eyes rolling in your heads, but I need to step away for right now, and give him the best I can give, within the confines of our very unconventional arrangement. Making him happy is the most satisfying job I have ever had...it's really all I want to do right now. I've never been more content, and I love it, and I want to ride it out, no pun intended.
I am still the same post whore I have always been, I just have to take a break from this provider thing for a minute. I'm still gonna get panty-less at the socials that do not happen, I am still going to be here to write my genius works of fiction
, I am just not taking any new appointments at this time. My choice, not his.
I have no allusions about this, it ain't my first rodeo and it's a risk that I am willing to take for the fun I am having right now. I'm an instant gratification kind of gal. I am loving every minute of it and that is what is important to me at this point in my life. I am just enjoying the here and now. No biggie.
To the very limited few of you who know about this, keep your trap shut. This is just my own decision, please leave him out of it.
I will be thinking about you all while he is balls-deep inside me. Okay, not really, but it's a nice sentiment, no?
OXOXO ~Dannie