Her Greatest Fear

[Fast Gunn]

Okay, ladies, let's hear what is your greatest fear in this business?

Is it unscheduled encounters with LE, problems with bad customers, not enough customers, customers who are broke, but still want to see you on a payment plan and ten pouns of hamburger meat.

. . . What is it?

[Raquel de Milo]

Death by suffocation from massive erection.

A cock shoved so far down my throat, I can't breathe but he is feeling so good he doesn't pull out soon enough and I DIE!

[cabletex7]

Feart: a fear of farts.

[Fast Gunn]

Yes, I saw that misspelled word, but the system does allow you to fix spelling errors on the subject bar, or does it and I haven't found it?


. . . That death by suffocating on a massive dick has got to be gruesome!

[DallasRain]

vomiting when I try to deepthroat! lol

no seriously...I fear arrogant/dominent men!

[Danielle Reid]

Seriously it's not enough customers. I get phone calls and PMs of interest, then after a few messages...SILENCE. I guess these guys are just lonely and want a quick text buddy

[Golden Princess]

I fear that it will all end one day when I am too old to be in the game...whenever that may be. No more calls, no more interested people. Men are visual creatures of nature first.

~Golden Princess
http://latincourtesan.com

[Fast Gunn]

Death will come to us all, Princess regardless of beauty or position.

You just have to accept that grim reality and enjoy the limited time we have now.

. . . Yes, men are often superficially visual creatures, but we all have certain limitations, but you still love us, don't you?

Originally Posted by Golden Princess

I fear that it will all end one day when I am too old to be in the game...whenever that may be. No more calls, no more interested people. Men are visual creatures of nature first.

~Golden Princess
http://latincourtesan.com

[Fast Gunn]

Ahhhhmmmmm!

. . . Well, don't you?

[Old-T]

I got off the phone earlier today with a very close friend, a lady I've know well more than ten years. She is successful enough in this business, well liked, was exceptionally highly reviewd a couple years ago--before she went UTR and semi-retired. She lights up the room whem she walks it the room. She's had a couple serious mariage proposals from clients.

I spent two hours on the phone with her. If I could have found a flight this evening I would be on my way there now. I tried to convince her to call the suicide prevention line for herself, but I don't know if I was successful. For the past four hours her phone rings with no answer. Nor does anyone answer her daughter's phone. She is so scared that she is seriously contemplating taking her life tonight.

What is this beautiful, young, energetic woman afraid of? She is afraid of being alone and unloved. Afraid that the only way she knows how to earn enough to take care of her kids makes her an outcast to society and unloved. Unlovable.

Some people are so absorbed in the fantasy they never see the person.

I can think of few things that would scare me more than feeling I was unloveable. Unless it's hearing the cries and screams of a friend too far away to touch.

[Tiffani Jameson]

Originally Posted by Old-T

I got off the phone earlier today with a very close friend, a lady I've know well more than ten years. She is successful enough in this business, well liked, was exceptionally highly reviewd a couple years ago--before she went UTR and semi-retired. She lights up the room whem she walks it the room. She's had a couple serious mariage proposals from clients.

I spent two hours on the phone with her. If I could have found a flight this evening I would be on my way there now. I tried to convince her to call the suicide prevention line for herself, but I don't know if I was successful. For the past four hours her phone rings with no answer. Nor does anyone answer her daughter's phone. She is so scared that she is seriously contemplating taking her life tonight.

What is this beautiful, young, energetic woman afraid of? She is afraid of being alone and unloved. Afraid that the only way she knows how to earn enough to take care of her kids makes her an outcast to society and unloved. Unlovable.

Some people are so absorbed in the fantasy they never see the person.

I can think of few things that would scare me more than feeling I was unlovable. Unless it's hearing the cries and screams of a friend too far away to touch.

My heart goes out to women like her. I know someone going through that very same phase. The children are grown and gone, have lost respect for her, and doesn't know how to approach life without being involved with this industry.

It's the reason I feel like I preach thoughtfulness in every post. It's never too late for anyone to better themselves, and to grow out of the mind frame that makes her hate what she does, because it's become who she is.

My only fear is that all the screening in the world, and my instincts should one day fail me, and I don't make it home to my child. She is the very reason I take my time, turn down way more money than I make, and focus on being the happiest I can be outside of this industry.

[Gladiator69]

Originally Posted by Old-T

I got off the phone earlier today with a very close friend, a lady I've know well more than ten years. She is successful enough in this business, well liked, was exceptionally highly reviewd a couple years ago--before she went UTR and semi-retired. She lights up the room whem she walks it the room. She's had a couple serious mariage proposals from clients.

I spent two hours on the phone with her. If I could have found a flight this evening I would be on my way there now. I tried to convince her to call the suicide prevention line for herself, but I don't know if I was successful. For the past four hours her phone rings with no answer. Nor does anyone answer her daughter's phone. She is so scared that she is seriously contemplating taking her life tonight.

What is this beautiful, young, energetic woman afraid of? She is afraid of being alone and unloved. Afraid that the only way she knows how to earn enough to take care of her kids makes her an outcast to society and unloved. Unlovable.

Some people are so absorbed in the fantasy they never see the person.

I can think of few things that would scare me more than feeling I was unloveable. Unless it's hearing the cries and screams of a friend too far away to touch.

My thoughts and prayer are with you and your friend Old T.

[Guest070818-1]

Originally Posted by Old-T

I got off the phone earlier today with a very close friend, a lady I've know well more than ten years. She is successful enough in this business, well liked, was exceptionally highly reviewd a couple years ago--before she went UTR and semi-retired. She lights up the room whem she walks it the room. She's had a couple serious mariage proposals from clients.

I spent two hours on the phone with her. If I could have found a flight this evening I would be on my way there now. I tried to convince her to call the suicide prevention line for herself, but I don't know if I was successful. For the past four hours her phone rings with no answer. Nor does anyone answer her daughter's phone. She is so scared that she is seriously contemplating taking her life tonight.

What is this beautiful, young, energetic woman afraid of? She is afraid of being alone and unloved. Afraid that the only way she knows how to earn enough to take care of her kids makes her an outcast to society and unloved. Unlovable.

Some people are so absorbed in the fantasy they never see the person.

I can think of few things that would scare me more than feeling I was unloveable. Unless it's hearing the cries and screams of a friend too far away to touch.

My biggest fear is staying in this industry for a long time and losing my identity. It's so easy to get wrapped up in this.

Also, another fear I have is the prospect of marriage and getting married after I stop providing. It will take a long time for me to reveal my emotions to a man because I've held them back for business purposes.

I feel so sorry for your friend! She sounds like an exceptional lady...

[Old-T]

Originally Posted by brownsugarbaby

My biggest fear is staying in this industry for a long time and losing my identity. It's so easy to get wrapped up in this.

Also, another fear I have is the prospect of marriage and getting married after I stop providing. It will take a long time for me to reveal my emotions to a man because I've held them back for business purposes.
Dear lady, you described her situation--she and I talked about those two very often.

I feel so sorry for your friend! She sounds like an exceptional lady...

I know I am biased, but yes, she is exceptional. At least in my eyes. I wish I could have gotten her to see herself through my eyes.

[Fast Gunn]

Well, this thread seems to have taken a morbid turn.

It is not supposed to be about suicide specifically, it's supposed to be about her Greatest Fear generally.

From my own observation, people in general have many hidden fears that sometimes are hidden even from themselves.

. . . Women, I think have more fears than men and wondered if we exposed them and aired them out a bit, they might not loom so large.

Women who are not obsessed with fear always provide better sex.