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Originally Posted by australian_hell_yun
I don’t think I could. Not knowing if it’s fantasy or reality on either part. The mixed emotions and head games are both strong on either side. Then the baggage it comes with. Perhaps her kids and bills.
I agree, most escorts use their body as a means for survival, but in the end with her final decision, would it be love or survival? Would it be a trade-sex for stability?
Either way I opt for a NO.
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well said
I recently loved a sugarbaby. I read some of the posts on here and they are soul crushing.
My story is a little different, I can't give to many details because first I don't want her knowing I shared this and second I don't want anyone finding out who she is.
So I met her on SA almost instantly after moving to Nashville (my boss and business partner is a brilliant man sending me here). Her profile was great I mean this woman is model/movie star beautiful, accomplished, successful, the works. I ended up losing touch with her but found her again about a week or so later. I get banned a lot on SA because I'm aggressive and don't like wasting time.
We talk and exchange some more "personal" pics, she wants me to take her out but I tell her nah, no chance, your pics are probably fake the things you say you do and have accomplished are all bullshit I'm sure so not a chance. I tell her we can meet in public if she wants and then go back to my place if all is well. I really regret treating her this way. She tell me she will meet me at my apartmentment and cook us dinner. Ok cool.
When I saw her she was even better in person. I can tell by the first look if a women would sleep with me, she wouldn't but I grow on people so I don't worry to much about it. And at this point I'm thinking I'll just see if she will let me pay to hit it once or twice and be board like usual anyway and never talk to her again.
All goes well and our relationship takes off like a fucking rocket. We were both completely blindsided by how quick things progressed.
One day I had to take her some equipment she had forgotten at her apartment, shes a professional athlete. I went to her training facility and when I saw her I felt that feeling and knew instantly, holy fuck I love her. It scared the shit out of me and my heart started aching. We were still trying to keep it hidden at this point because we are both married but all I wanted to do was hold and kiss her. It was so hard to have to pretend to be just a friend. I never said a word about it and on the way home she called me and expressed exactly what I had felt, she felt it too. She loved me.
We broke up, both our faults, on my end I was jealous and always accusing her. I could never fully trust her because of how we met. She was the same way, anytime she thought I cheated, she said she could feel it, lol bitch was dead on too cause every time she thought I did, I did lol. She would get back at me in some way. It didn't end to bad, no one took advantage of each other in a financial way. Both our hearts were broken though.
In hindsight she was straight up the whole time and honest. There are details that gave it away that I can't go into because it could tip her off that this is about her. I didn't see it at the time because I was in the gist of it and suspicious of everything. But hindsight is always 20/20 I guess. I wasn't always honest though and did cheat on her.
So one of my good friends I work with just happens to have a friend that is friends with her on facebook so she can see all her comments that are private and all that, the ones the public can't see. When she showed me I broke down and cried (yeah I'm a pussy). I couldn't believe she was as hurt as me and talking about how much she missed me and she was fighting off a nervous breakdown. It's horrible to laugh but she was looking up ways on how to deal with loss and breakups lol.
I'm happy for the experience, I'm grateful to have loved again. It did hurt no doubt but I'm of the mind I'd rather to have loved and lost than never loved at all. I traveled all over the country to watch her games, she did the same for my motocross races. We went out a few times a week, it was an amazing relationship.
For a long time I'm keeping my guard up though. I'm lucky she was a good person because I could see how that on one side could completely destroy someone if taken advantage of.
I was lucky but my advice is keep a good lock and key on that heart because most of the time it's not a good person you're involved with and that goes for both males and females.
I've promised a lot of sugar babys and hookers the world, dress up nice let them see my fancy apartment my nice bikes and fleet of dirt bikes, nice big truck. Fuck them twice and block their number. It's part of the game.
