First and foremost I would like to thank all of you who have passed along kind words here, via PM and in e-mail. There are many good people here and then you have a few sour apples.
I am not quitting or feeling the way I do because of some knuckleheads not agreeing with my style. There isn't any single event that has brought me to this point, or any one person "picking on me". It is a culmination of things that have occurred over the past few weeks. I dunno, maybe I just need some "me time."
I probably have the toughest skin out here in this world. But yes, even I have my breaking point. And I feel I have reached it. The past 2-3 years have been very difficult for me in my real world life. I come to this board to release, to laugh, to cry, to get laid. Believe it or not, "this world" gets my mind off the "other world."
I have a tendency to type and post when high on emotions. This is no different, although I did take a 24 hour cooling off period before doing so. But I am still me.....
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Originally Posted by Trooper Hawk
Welcome back... I hope...now let him have it.
Trooper H
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With that said:
SW, I have no clue who you are, why you have an ax to grind with me or why you are being so childish. Do you need your shitty diaper changed? I charge extra for that.
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Originally Posted by steviewinwood
Interesting. However, you're defending a woman who has no tact. She's had to change her name because of her lack of tact.
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Folks who are close to me know what happened and the reason why I changed my name. I don't think it's anybody's business, but since you had no tact (pot meet kettle) and poorly attempted to put me on blast, let me tell you that my name change had absolutely
nothing to do with what you call tact, or a lack thereof. In my personal life I was sexually assaulted. I had to go through this little thing they call an investigation and criminal proceedings. But thanks so much for having me relive and bring all those feelings from that moment in time back to the surface. It really makes me feel better now. And as I recall, for a long time folks asked what happened to me. Many threads were shut down when they asked where I was. I was missed. Imagine that!
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Originally Posted by steviewinwood
If you weren't such a drama queen and were more reasonably priced for a girl your size, you'd probably do a lot of business. I know I'd see you. Your online persona makes me think of you as a man with a vagina. Just keeping it real. Good luck, whatever you do.
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If having an opinion and speaking my mind makes me a drama queen, then so be it. A girl my size? Hmmmm, ok. I'm truly sorry that my ass is bigger than your conscience but not as big as your ego. I'm sorry I don't fit your ideal image of a woman. Is that barefoot, pregnant and in the kitchen? Is your name Hal? Just wondering since you are so shallow. There is nothing wrong with my size, my shape or my beauty. I am beautiful on both the inside and the outside. I have a heart of gold and wear my emotions on my sleeve. Over the years I have helped many people. I have given providers homes who had nowhere to live. I have given money and a place to live to Katrina victims. I have given long-time clients free or greatly reduced sessions because they were having financial difficulties. But you wouldn't know all of that because that shit cloud that surrounds your head with so much funk forces you to close your eyes which obstructs your vision.
Some men don't like women with opinions or voices. But I am not one to be controlled. I didn't make it through my life by being a door mat and letting some man walk all over me. I didn't defend my country for five years and serve during Desert Storm to come back to the real world and have some man tell me shhhhh, women are to be seen and not heard. This is not 1950 and my name is not Joan Clever.
Some men don't like women who weigh more than 100 lbs. And you know what? I'm fine with that. My body type/appearance/personality is not for everybody. I recognize that. In fact, that's what makes me a good provider. I know what my limitations are and what my client base is, and isn't. Obviously it's not you and honestly it doesn't bother me at all. You are an asshole. If you don't like me now, imagine how heated you would be if we were face-to-face. In fact, why don't we do just that. Let's have lunch so you can tell me just how much disdain you hold for me. I would enjoy that. In fact, it will be my treat. By the way, crow is on the menu.
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Originally Posted by steviewinwood
I just gave honest, constructive feedback. If she's so great the way she is, why is she at the point where she's begging for money and begging for drama by even posting this? If it makes you people feel better to call me names, have at it. Hotlips is a smart girl. Either she'll make changes that will produce better resuilts or she won't. Either way, I wish her luck.
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Honest I respect. But there was nothing constructive about what you said. In fact, you actually put yourself beneath what you perceive as my character with your attack. You don't like me. I get that. And? You are not the first, nor will you be the last. If attacking me makes you feel better, than have at it. I still have bigger balls than you, stop being jealous. Begging? I didn't beg for anything. Begging would be flat out asking for money. I did no such thing. I posted my situation in the ad forum. I was looking for work, not handouts. I have a family emergency. You ever have one? Apparently not. So let me educate you. I didn't want to put my business out there but again, you trying to put me on blast makes me feel like I need to defend myself, and my honor. My family emergency involves my children. I'm not going to go into detail. That's all I'm going to say about it. An emergency is something one is not prepared for. Which is my case. But if you can't understand that, oh well.
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Originally Posted by steviewinwood
I sure wish that those who have PM'd me with their support would have the guts to chime in, here.
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So do you always play with imaginary friends? I don't see anybody blowing up like a puffer fish but you. Like I said....if it makes you feel better, have at it! Keep attacking me. It will just run off my back like a duck in water.
Hey....look down here......
It's your face......
Pick it up.
So with all of that off of my chest SW, I really would like to say something nice about you, but that just would not be my style. How is this for tact?
Mods, now you can lock it.
Meg
