providers a safer ride than civvies

[anaximander]

Hola peeps.
Long time much crapola.
Suffice to say the total sacking of my reserves
had me resort to drastic measures.
The only place I could go to without raising suspicion
was oddly enough the White Rabbit for the various
death metal shows I like to go to.
The SO hates the music so I get to go alone.
The cat was away so.......

Well hitting on the girls like old times was a learning
experience. Hit n miss but eventually got very chummy
with a nice 26 yo strawberry blonde. It was all underarmor
initially. But she kept on making an issue over me
insisting on a condom. She assured me she was clean.
Everything seemed okay.
No odor, discharge, bumps, nothing.
So I finally relented.

Yeah I now know 1 in 4 people are asymptomatic
to chlamydia. Consider the odds she and I were
asymptomatic.......but SO wasn't.

That was almost three months ago.
I have no idea why SO didnt want a divorce.
But its only now she has quit ghosting me.
I suppose the hell I've been getting is deserved.
And yeah I'm lucky she didn't leave or castrate me.

The only thing I regret is messing with a civvie.
At least Summer or another provider would never
guilt trip me into going full bareback.
I know it was stupid in hindsight.
At the time my brain wasn't getting sufficient
blood flowing to it.

So it may take awhile to rebuild my play funds.
Though I'll be found at WR death shows.
I think I'll just wait till I can get back into hobbying
again. Its just much safer with a more reliable
product.

That and no provider asks me to get divorce.

Ehh live n learn

[TravelinTony]

Trite but true: That which doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
Good luck with the marriage. You're lucky.

[funagain2]

Hmmmm.

Sounds to me like SHE may have dodged a bullet by making YOU think it was all YOU.

Let's see...you're test is negative...her test is positive...

BINGO ! It's all your fault ! LOL

[anaximander]

Unlikely, plausable but very doubtful
Shes a breeder not a player.

The gf's xbf is the transmission source.

I played stupid and tried counteraccusations.
I didnt take any test- fack no
I just spilled the beans to my doc.
She got me the doxycycline I needed.
I had this junk before- I was 17-19
I knew what it was the min I saw it.
Her symptoms occurred within 72 hrs
of exposure to moí.
I hoped it was a yeasty but when monistat
didnt even phase it I knew I was skrewed.

I admitted nothing.
Perhaps thats why she stayed.
I dont know.

[ICU 812]

Thanks for sharing. A good lesson here.

This is one eason why I hobby rather than play around. Sure you can find girls who will do bare-back, but this board and others offer the information exchange that allows us to make an informed choice in partners.

We live and learn.