Thanks for all of the replies, makes me feel good.
To Jasser and Cohorn,
Yes I have a special friendship with Alyssa that I have with no other provider. She is a great girl. We will talk almost everyday and its about everything but the hobby world. I have been there for her when she was at her lowest a few months back and she in turn was there for me when I needed a pick-up.
You could call me her White Knight, and that's fine with me, when some one comes on the board and calls me her ATF then yes I will defend her, because she has showed me the side of her that very few men will ever see. A true friendship that very few men will ever have even with there own SO. So yes I do have special feelings for Alyssa. But I know this is a different world and there is a line that will not be crossed by either one of us. Be safe my friends.