Missing a special woman
Looking for help.
A year ago I threw a Hail Mary pass and it got caught. I live in an area without much in the way of why we are here.
It turned out to be more of a sugar thing looking back. We saw each other a few times a month and would stay with me overnight as well. Lots of dinners together etc. She was going thru a divorce and basically a single mom. I am unhappily married, so this was a perfect fit for me.
I became really attached to her for many reasons. She said the L word to me when I left the hotel one morning. Soon thereafter, she starting pushing me away. I really miss her and think she is now done. I always told her how much I cared for her etc. It was an emotion connection I guess.
How do I get over this? Why did it happen? I really miss her.
I am sure I am not the first to go through with this. Would love to hear from providers too.
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