are all dominants 50 shades of fucked up ...yes, it's true
Terrible childhood, breeds inner / cultivating deep soul strength ...become fighters, protectors ...what we cherish
Are we all dark, tormented souls
Hell, yes.
One can spot the beauty in another...
I never understood why I see a few men lashing out at another... idiots, guard your own territory, I'll guard mine ...that includes the innocence of others
get in my way and I'll tear your head off ...
it's my nature
needless to say, not only do I inspire and seduce men (and women) ..but, people tend to behave around me
In all of life. Not just in this area...
I've been told I have an unique aura
but, what does it really, truly mean
to hold such a position
that's always been a mystery
I guess I'm learning
I like to feel I serve a powerful purpose
outside of fulfilling my own needs
my whole purpose could be said... becoming stronger
natural process of life
evolve or perish
these days I'm not too busy rescuing
Or taking over the world ...haha
But in deep self-reflection
Finding submissives, taking care of them...
cajoling them like they're my naughty children
boys, are children
I also have myself beat alot
Pain is my drug
I've been getting regularly whipped for years, recently been locked in cages in a dark room ...left alone
pain n having my option of choices taken away from me = euphoria
being choked is also wonderful ...I do like the sensation of passing out ...near death but sadly never there
playing with fire is also fun... but I can never be burned ...just feels like an odd sensation
so many escapes, so many diversions
to end up where I am
Right in the beginning
I'm a very peaceful person so I can't imagine hurting someone
so I hurt myself ...at least that feels good to me
My poetry / english isn't as polished in old fashion as it should be ...I don't put myself into words too often
But you understand my vibe
What I seek
What I seek is you
What I seek will always be you
O innocent
One look into ure blue crystal eyes sends my soul plunging
I have no hope but you are all but hope
When I see you ...I see light
I don't want to ever see darkness ...that is me
We complete each other, need, crave each other ...though, we're polar opposites ...please understand where I'm coming from, going ... my place remains in the shadows
I'll bring you down here with me
This is where we will always meet ...in darkness
Thank you
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