Your not alone BBWDeanna..I've searched and searched and have only found that these beauties are not into females they want to be your friend but not lover.
If you find one send them my way lol!!
I've searched
I've thought of the beautiful carnal pleasures too however it's not magical if the passion between the two is not in full motion and natural because the other partner that is a female wants to be the queen too ..?
Unless she's a Trans sun with super alpha make tendencies it's complicates too so best bet is another female with a strap on or a male that will submit to playing dress up and then use your ass good during doggy with make up on.
And a sweater with bra wearing fake titties or something.
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